I like the fact that I don’t need Tumblr anymore. it’s not what i spend my time doing and I don’t fangirl over people and stalk their blogs like we’re friend but never talk to them.
Without a laptop, it sucked at first. I don’t even have a phone anymore and it’s just whatever. NBD.
I stopped doing anything but reading and playing Xbox. I don’t have friends at my school, just people I talk to and joke with. No one I spend other time with. I watch an insane ammount of movies. I turn sixteen in 8months, that’s whatever..
It’s been six months since I tried to kill myself. I haven’t cut in 4 months. It’s been a whole year since my arrest.
The only “bad” thing I do is smoke weed. I stopped sleeping outside, and going to the grave yard.
I’m “better” in the sense that I no longer h8 errything and feel like shit all the time.
I’m worse in the sense that I’m failing school, sleep too much, and don’t see the sun.
I’ve also gotten a lot closer with my little sister, that’s nice.
I’m back to a sort of, semi-apathetic, “normal.”
NOTE: I’ll probably start queue blogging in a month or so when I get my laptop fixed, but don’t expect a massivce internet presence. Okay.
Love you all, bye.
(Source: eroticcandy, via nirvanajunkie)